What's been on my heart recently...
10 years ago
Saturday, 14th of March.
I will always remember this day and cherish it in my heart.
Prior to this, I remembered meeting you for the first time, and I just can't help but fall for you. Your personality was so attractive but above all you have a beautiful heart, and that inspired me to jump start a change in myself. You inspired me to change the way I think, I do things, talk to my family and so on. I used to smoke heavily out of depression and temporary relief, but when I heard you suffered from asthma, I told myself to stop immediately, and whenever I have that urge, I will always think of you. Im proud to say that i am close to two months without a cigarette, because thinking of you makes me wanna help myself more. But I've also been thinking of you everyday. I love it when we talk online and I love to make you laugh even though I'm not the best at doing so, but it makes me happy that you are cheery and having a good time.
When you separated from your mate, I couldn't help but feel the betrayal in that relationship, and I felt sad as much as you did. From there on, I told myself that I want to be the one to be there to comfort you and protect you.
You had already sensed my liking towards you, and that's okay. Because I'm doing this out of sincerity.
I eventually confessed how I felt about you, and when we hugged and held hands for the first time, it felt so magical. I know that I'm not able to give you a lot of expensive things and gifts, but one thing I can promise, is that I will give you my heart. I will always be there in your times of happiness and sorrow and the various seasons of your life. I just wanna be by your side.
I know that you need time to think about this, and thats okay. I just wanna say that during this wait, you have also taught me a lot of things. You've taught me to be patient and how to divide my attention accordingly to others. You taught me how to persevere and always strive for perfection. These are the inner qualities of you that just make me adore you so much, and I hope that one day, you'll be my source of constant inspiration.
Thank you, for that special weekend. I will never forget that day, and I'll never forget those short moments. I can't wait to be the one who will make you feel special.
I love you.
I will always remember this day and cherish it in my heart.
Prior to this, I remembered meeting you for the first time, and I just can't help but fall for you. Your personality was so attractive but above all you have a beautiful heart, and that inspired me to jump start a change in myself. You inspired me to change the way I think, I do things, talk to my family and so on. I used to smoke heavily out of depression and temporary relief, but when I heard you suffered from asthma, I told myself to stop immediately, and whenever I have that urge, I will always think of you. Im proud to say that i am close to two months without a cigarette, because thinking of you makes me wanna help myself more. But I've also been thinking of you everyday. I love it when we talk online and I love to make you laugh even though I'm not the best at doing so, but it makes me happy that you are cheery and having a good time.
When you separated from your mate, I couldn't help but feel the betrayal in that relationship, and I felt sad as much as you did. From there on, I told myself that I want to be the one to be there to comfort you and protect you.
You had already sensed my liking towards you, and that's okay. Because I'm doing this out of sincerity.
I eventually confessed how I felt about you, and when we hugged and held hands for the first time, it felt so magical. I know that I'm not able to give you a lot of expensive things and gifts, but one thing I can promise, is that I will give you my heart. I will always be there in your times of happiness and sorrow and the various seasons of your life. I just wanna be by your side.
I know that you need time to think about this, and thats okay. I just wanna say that during this wait, you have also taught me a lot of things. You've taught me to be patient and how to divide my attention accordingly to others. You taught me how to persevere and always strive for perfection. These are the inner qualities of you that just make me adore you so much, and I hope that one day, you'll be my source of constant inspiration.
Thank you, for that special weekend. I will never forget that day, and I'll never forget those short moments. I can't wait to be the one who will make you feel special.
I love you.

Max78
~max78
awesome dude, i'm happy for you. Makes me think i should stop smoking too :)