From in a bad spot to a worse position
10 years ago
Oh boy..what can I say in this journal that could possibly explain my situation right now...Well, my aunt had discovered I took a two week break from college to get everything at home sorted out so I can relax better with school. Upon using all the days I can that allow me to stay home without my absences effecting my grade, I find out the days I took were half the semester. Not only that, but my aunt caught wind of me not going to school. She completely slipped out and took all of my electronics, grounding me. I can understand why she got so badly upset, but things get worse, for now my mom has been saying things about me being in my aunt's house and being treated badly. My aunt came upstairs, woke me up, and began crying to me about all the bad things being said about her. I had to try and talk to her about it but she was to upset to listen. Not only that, but my mom was saying I was saying these things, possibly putting me into a more dangerous spot. All I could do was hope a letter of apology to my aunt would help her forgive me as we go through this shitty week. Dammit ma, don't you know everything you do reflects back onto me. I love my aunt, but this is seriously crazy. Not only that, but my professors tell me that I missed more days then I should've because they apprently had classes on monday and tuesday they did not tell the class. Fucking academic schdule not showing all the days. Now I really don't know what I'm going to do. All I can do is try to talk to my professors so they can give me a chance to redeem myself, or just wait for the next semester with a twist added to it if I do. I'm so stressed right now since I haven't been able to talk to my friends or play any video games since my eletronics have been taken away and I'm getting a attitude from my aunt. Please, god please, let everything return to normal so I can just relax...I'm sick of all the drama at home, school shit, and all the stress. *sigh*
"I miss talking to ya, but i can wait patiently until everything goes back to normal for you... hope things get easier soon and until then, luvs ya"