Warning I'm hating myself and putting myself down so don't read if it'll piss you off

I've been sick for two weeks and have missed work and I'm most likely not getting paid anything

I would ask for commissions but I have absolutely no drive to draw. Like I don't find it enjoyable or it puts me to sleep or what I just have no interest in it... I know I have art I need to finish and if you can give me some more time it would be appreciated I just don't want to draw crappy art when feeling like this...

All I've really been able to do is sleep and watch netflix...I can't get up and do something cause I'm so weak from throwing up and just laying here is so easy to sleep...

I'm really lazy I guess...just figured I'd give an update if anyone wanted to help out it would be appreciated but since I have no drive while sick I feel like I don't deserve it anyways

Thanks for reading