Spock, with a beard
10 years ago
This journal is about a dream I had in which I interacted with Spock or someone else on the old enterprise but in the mirror universe where instead of the Federation we have the Terran Empire. In the dream I started by discussing with a superior the question of absolute right and wrong in degrees of binary monochrome. Something interrupted our conversation and when we resumed I began telling him in brief about the teachings of Buddha and segwayed into Hinduism, in particular that all things that exist are impermanent.
The universe and everything in it had a beginning and will eventually come to an end... maybe. But maybe if it does it won't be in the way that science has anticipated. What I mean is that Early in our universes history, matter and constructive energy was perhaps much more solid than it is now, given that as matter on the quantum level is in a state of vibration where it constantly phases in and out of existence, and because I have not found any science as yet to define at what frequency this occurs. If entropy does exist also and if the Hindu theory of Mahayuga can be true, then at some earlier point in our universes history the frequency of quantum vibration was much higher than it is now. If space is something and not absolutely empty, there should be some friction to cause this entropy.
My theory concerning all this is that as the universe gets older, the frequency of quantum phase will decrease as it approaches its mathematical limit. I have no way to accurately graph the curve or at what scale. Nor do I have any suggestion what matter will do once it's close enough to this limit, or if my dream induced science is ultimately flawed.
The universe and everything in it had a beginning and will eventually come to an end... maybe. But maybe if it does it won't be in the way that science has anticipated. What I mean is that Early in our universes history, matter and constructive energy was perhaps much more solid than it is now, given that as matter on the quantum level is in a state of vibration where it constantly phases in and out of existence, and because I have not found any science as yet to define at what frequency this occurs. If entropy does exist also and if the Hindu theory of Mahayuga can be true, then at some earlier point in our universes history the frequency of quantum vibration was much higher than it is now. If space is something and not absolutely empty, there should be some friction to cause this entropy.
My theory concerning all this is that as the universe gets older, the frequency of quantum phase will decrease as it approaches its mathematical limit. I have no way to accurately graph the curve or at what scale. Nor do I have any suggestion what matter will do once it's close enough to this limit, or if my dream induced science is ultimately flawed.
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diverse beyond imagining, which the ego seems to have a problem with too. constantly phase shifting, often below the threshold of noticing/visibility.
the self, while not being seperate from all else, remains for a time, a unique and readily identifiable extension thereof. as such, may re-emerge again and again, to take physical form as an infant being born or about to be, and experience living and dying of the physical form and possible reabsobtion of the spirit.
but the physical, spiritual, or temporal frames of reference requiring absolute beginnings and endings just doesn't feel compelling to me at all.
and not just because by their nature they are of many times longer duration then the experincing of them.
the sense of no self and no other, is the impersonal being greater then the personal. to which the personal is only incidental, and the greater all, not requiring personification at all. however powerful there may be personalities in it. (such as those some people call gods or a god) neither linear nor hierarchal, but massive beyond imagining and massively diverse as well.
It goes further to suggest that only Brahma is non-dualistic and therefor not subject to either existence or nonexistence. And that this our universe is not the first one by a long shot, nor will it be the last.
What we call the beginning and the end are nothing of the sort, but just the intermediary points between these states.