it is hard to find motivation to even draw things you want, so i had to reevaluate what was fun for me to draw, so i went back to doodling Gardevoirsi managed, but since i haven't doodled in months, will take me a while to recover my usual skill, unless i get distracted with games, the usual fare.

I know i always talked about the moral high ground thing, but FA is like a country you have lived in even if you hate the goverment, you still love it, and a lot of people don't have the heart to leave it behind.
I didn't really leave for good since i kept faving and commenting things, but i decided to get back to drawing and posting here, it will be doodles, not feeling ready to draw something ellaborate like back then.

I wanted to move away from pokemon porn, but if i have an itch to scratch, i just can't let it bottle up, drawing this stuff is a good hobby, a pleasure, something i neglected in fear of being hated for it for "defiling their waifu" or something, if anything I like Gardes and i'm allowed to draw them lewd if i want, it's a fictional monstergirl, an adorable one at that.