I took the very hard decision to leave my current boyfriend this weekend, things were not going too well for me and i realised im just not ready for a relationship right now...i feel terrible about leaving such a wonderful guy and hurting him, i just hope he can forgive me, id urge anyone who knows him to give him your support, hes a good guy :)

But aside from that, i am currently filling in an application for the Thames Valley police that i have to send off at the end of this month, and hopefully begins the long 6 month process of selection.