Hey guys...
10 years ago
So.. last Thursday we laid my Pawpaw to rest with a military honor... But because of my grandmothers mind condition she has it in her head that my husband had something to do with my Pawpaws death.... when we hadn't been up there in 2 weeks because of her.... She banished him from the property and we had no where else to go... But she only banned him... so that same day I laid my pawpaw to rest... I had to say goodbye to my loving husband as he got on a bus for Washington to live with his mom... My grandmother told me if I ever wanted to see him again, I am to leave and never show my face again..... So now I lost my Pawpaw... and my husband... and some weird things have happened lately where my boss thought I might be pregnant... and she made me take 4 clear blue digital tests... they all showed positive... but my doctor told me to wait a lil longer and come in for them to test....So now I'm scared we have our first child on the way... and he is so far away... I'm afraid after so long I'll lose my job and before then I've got to find a new place to live down here... so that he can actually come home... I'm so scared.... this isn't what my Pawpaw would want to happen.... and I can't do anything to oppose her or I lose my current home and I'm on the streets because I have no where to go and no car... This is whats happened since that sunday March 29.... and its pure hell...
I'm not trying to be mean or anything, I tend to be blunt when I talk about stuff like this sometimes.
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