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10 years ago
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...If i can, i want to learn religious doctrine of Buddhism.
Life is hard. Understanding someone is difficult. because. understand myself is also difficult. thus. understanding each other is obviously difficult.
I need peace. hope.
recenly. i live in hell. temper tantrum. rage. impulse. I want to control myself. I don't want to let my country change myself.
...but. i'm already slowly affected by this society again. stressing. mental illness.
I keep think about, disappear from this world numerously. ...well but i won't suicide. yet. i can't. i just. can't.
Life is hard. Understanding someone is difficult. because. understand myself is also difficult. thus. understanding each other is obviously difficult.
I need peace. hope.
recenly. i live in hell. temper tantrum. rage. impulse. I want to control myself. I don't want to let my country change myself.
...but. i'm already slowly affected by this society again. stressing. mental illness.
I keep think about, disappear from this world numerously. ...well but i won't suicide. yet. i can't. i just. can't.
[오전 1:03:02] Lingo Cinnamon: but.. Korea is like, ...core of reactor. don't let me chill.
[오전 1:03:12] Lingo Cinnamon: ..maybe because we banned all the fun. lol.
[오전 1:03:31] Lingo Cinnamon: weed, porn and...game~
[오전 1:03:41] Lingo Cinnamon: only allowed to work and study hard.
[오전 1:03:45] Lingo Cinnamon: without money of course
[오전 1:03:47] Lingo Cinnamon: yay.
[오전 1:04:04] Lingo Cinnamon: both north and south korea is best korea.
[오전 1:04:07] Lingo Cinnamon: ...please.
[오전 1:04:09] Lingo Cinnamon: somebody.
[오전 1:04:11] Lingo Cinnamon: kill me.
[오전 1:04:29] Lingo Cinnamon: aah... why am i so negative now
[오전 1:04:51] Lingo Cinnamon: i used to be not like this
[오전 1:05:02] Lingo Cinnamon: i'm... going crazy
[오전 1:05:16] Lingo Cinnamon: i feel madness grows inside of me
[오전 1:05:30] Lingo Cinnamon: it stabs from inside of my body
[오전 1:05:35] Lingo Cinnamon: try to burst out
[오전 1:05:50] Lingo Cinnamon: i don't know how can i handle this. keep hide? let it out?
[오전 1:05:58] Lingo Cinnamon: can't find answer.
[오전 1:06:01] Lingo Cinnamon: can't find help
[오전 1:06:11] Lingo Cinnamon: slowly
[오전 1:06:13] Lingo Cinnamon: dying.
[오전 1:06:28] Lingo Cinnamon: i need help.. i want help...
[오전 1:06:33] Lingo Cinnamon: good night..
I don't know if this will work. but I'll try.
.ʌ.
If you really want to know about it and have any questions, feel free to PM me.
Never forget that suicide does not stop things from getting worse, it eliminates every possibility for things to get better, and you'll be even more happy when all of this hell is over for you. Just don't...
Stay strong, we're all here to watch over you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8w98yJ7gRu8
"This world is just illusion, always trying to change you"
Life IS pain, brothers.
Remember life has it's storms. Maybe Buddhism could be your sail to navigate these violent winds. ^^
http://cfile210.uf.daum.net/image/1.....4D7061292B5320
http://cfile4.uf.tistory.com/image/.....4DDE5E3837FA66
..and giff me some weed >8V
QzQ peep
1. Hong Kong is tiny and hard to live there, but convenient at traffic and more fair.
2. Malaysia is not well in traffic, always traffic jam in highway, because too much car. Price of a car is 300% of normal price. Well weather, but unbelievable dirty. Malaysia income is good, but money just likes flied away, don't know where are the money. Actually Malaysian government are king of corruption. Malaysian are looks freedom, but not actually. Recently started GST(Goods and Services Tax) at April fools' Day.
I don't know what to explain that with my Chinese meaning into English, sorry of my bad English @.@