Don't hope that :(

*hugs*

*Hugs even closer* Don't say such things hun, I know there are brick walls sometimes blocking the road ahead. I hope everything will be okay with you and you know that I'll always be cheering on you, trying to support you. ;3;

Bliss, don't wish that. Everyone here cares for you and would hate to see you leave. Maybe just take a brief hiatus or something, get it out of your system. Get life back on track, completely, then join back when you're able and willing. *Hugs*

I'm sorry life is being a bitch. I can only hope things get better for you.

*hugs*
Sleep and crying may not cure the pain, but some of both will help. They're both natural responses to stress and exertion.

Please, don't do anything stupid! Wishing for it is painful enough.
There's a Yiddish expression: "Better ten times ruined than one time dead." Life can suck, but there's always a way to turn things around for the better, always a chance to pick your battered and beaten self up and press onward toward recovery. It's a lot harder to do that when you're dead.

cant say much but wish you the best

I see how long ago this journal was posted. Hopefully you got to sleep and were able to recharge a little, which it sounds like you desperately needed. Don't stress over things beyond your control, and don't try to do more than you're able. What can wait will wait. Feel better, precious.

Oh gods no!!! :c don't pray for that!!! Bliss, sweetie, you are a lovely person with such a life and energy to you that people can't help but to love you. I know it seems bad and you feel sad but don't die :c please!! Ask the Commissioners to wait or something, space them out or something and take LITTLE bites at the workload when you CAN. Don't kill yourself over pictures!! You mean more to us all than artwork! You're a beautiful person!

This is sad to hear. I hope things get better for you soon!