O hai everyone. First I'd like ot apologise for my lack of uploads. I have, in fact, been painting and actually completing some models, both my own and commissions, (shock horror) but I've had no motivation to post pictures of them. 2014 was really rough for me mentally, and I was battling depression throughout most of it, but managed to pull through it enough to graduate from school, move to a nice apartment and start 2 new hobbies (Airsoft and Tae kwon do) through which I got into a better physical shape and made many new friends. I also pushed on finding a job, but there were few available that I could apply to, and the unemployment in my city of residence is the highest in the country, especially after some of the biggest corporations around shut their doors and let everyone go. This has led to a burnout and complete lack of motivation to do anything at all, including things I used to enjoy. I have to force myself to pick up a brush and paint, I've been playing less and less games and I don't feel like talking to many people, and I let go of some people I used to be close with. Needless to say I have no motivation to look for jobs anymore either, to the point that last time I went to the employment office's website I had a panic attack. Some mornings I don't want to get out of bed because I feel like there's no point, and some nights I think if it would matter if I didn't wake up. This is why I finally decided to make an appointment to a psychologist. My friend told me it wouldn't do any good for me, but it's worth the shot. Maybe It'll be a step forward if nothing else. Wish me luck. I need it.

-Lumihai