Its been two years to the day as well as I can remember. Two years since I joined the fandom, two years since things went to hell in a hand basket. I don't really know how to feel about it. In fact I don't really even know what to say about it other than that. I personally don't feel like anything has changed since all of that stuff happened. Any time i hears song that i used to listen to on my way to the therapists office or any time the weather even feels like it did a couple years ago, it brings back memories that are painful to think about.