I want to crawl in a hole
10 years ago
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I feel so used and worthless,I try so hard to make everyone happy.In the end it seems that I'm the one who always gets the bad end of things.
I really don't know anymore I'm starting to get depressed because of it.I do so much for everyone and I get nothing in return, all I ask for is at least a thank you, but nope.
I'm sick and tired of it I feel like telling people to solve their own problems and that they put themselves in the situation they are in now because of poor choices, but I'm not that type of person I'm the sweet person who wants to get along with everyone and help people solve their problems, because a few years ago I went through a lot of stuff and had no one there to help me through anything.Somehow i made it, but to be honest I have no idea how.I'm thinking about taking a break from the online world because lately it seem to only be causing trouble and Im the one who gets stuck in the middle and backfires on me.With everything going on in real life and online my mind has being going nonstop I can't even sleep at night because I'm so overwhelmed.
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I love you dearly and you don't deserve to crawl in a hole. If anything you should be crawling into my hole ;D
Know the feeling all too well.
Anyone that cant stay around you, be there at your worst, shouldnt get the chance to see you at your best..
Take a step back and take a look at those around you, see who really deserves to be looked at as a friend.
and move on with them. might not be many, and it will be really hard. but its something that has to be done.
the longer you wait, the worse it'l be for you.
But trust me, it'll be worth it in the long run *hugs*
Hope things look up for you