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Not in a good place.
10 years ago
There is so much going on In my mind at this point in time I am over whelmed and I can't keep putting myself last,
but yet I continue to put myself last before every other person.
I work 40+ hours a week and have only been getting 5 hours of sleep each night. I can't keep treating myself so poorly.Its not even just that I haven't been eating proper meals.
I come home from work, take a shower, eat something quick then come online and go to sleep. I don't go out on the weekends.
I sleep all day on the weekends and don't interact with any people in real life. I keep to myself most of the time, I feel so lonely.
I have no one in real life to hold me and tell me everything is going to be okay, Ive never even had a boyfriend! I feel so
unwanted and useless.I don't know what the point of me being here is.At this point all I want to do is give up on trying and just
hide from the world.I know none of this is healthy but at this point in time I don't know how to think of what to do.I also feel like a burden to people. I feel like I always do something wrong or get in the way. :/
Disclamer: This is not a pity journal I am not asking for anyone to feel bad for me this is a vent and I feel like I needed to state all of this because if i come off as "bitchy" or on edge this is the reason why.
Pozi
~pozi
/grabs an eraser and erases all of this journal then picks her up over her shoulder and runs away with her
DemonDoll
~iisarapandabear
OP
I love you :3, and am beyond greatful to have you in my life! I honestly don't know where I would be without you.We need each other to stay strong and I'm never going to leave you.❤️❤️❤️
Trickypickle
~trickypickle
Keep fighting sug! ♡
DemonDoll
~iisarapandabear
OP
Thank you molls ❤️❤️ Love you!! You need to add me on SL!
Trickypickle
~trickypickle
my user on there is SharkBaet Brah!
