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10 years ago
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This is just me ranting you don't have to read but if you do then let me start from the beginning.
My twin sister's friend is a totally ass to me, I'll call her H. I no longer to go my mom's house because I do not want H to mess with me. She yells at me she calls me names and she calls me poor she makes fun of me by saying I eat "poor People food" ((Basically just normal old rice that's all we can afford most of the time)) She complains that we eat off of cheap paper plates. She yells at MY baby brother ((He means more to me than anyone else in my family more than my mother father sister etc He is my everything okai?)) she calls him stupid! He's fucking 7 he might be just a little slow but he sure as hell NOT fucking stupid. She pushes him ((He isn't that tall im5'3 n he comes up to just about my lower ribs n H is about 6 inches taller than me. She is 16 years old she may do that to her 8 year old bother but not to my little brother. I no longer go over there because she puts me down so bad that my anxiety and depression hits me hard. Like a kick in the face with a steal toed boot. I cry myself to sleep and I can't even sleep in my own room because she stays almost every weekend at my house so she's in my room. I sleep on the floor in my little brother's room. I lock the door because some night she'd go in there and take my blankets or pillows. Last month I told my sister I wanted my little brothers superman blanket back because my little brother was crying for it, H Yells at me, "You're mother told her she could borrow it, so get out no one wants you here no one ever has or ever will. You fat bitch" You may ask me how I could remember exactly what she said to me. Well Because I have repeated it over and over and over again in my head. I Cried for days because I believed it was true. I stopped eating. I just recently ((2 weeks i went almost 2 weeks without eating Id eat a piece of bread every so ofter but other than that nothing at all)) Started to eat again because I knew my master would be very upset if he had found out. I ate a couple strawberries. Anyways I take things personally, I because so depressed when someone says something about my weight. Ive been bullied about my weight since 2nd grade. Whats messed up is that I didn't become over weight til 8th. Now To what has upset me more than anything else, I told my mother today. And what she told me was "She is a guest do not be mean to her." Me? Mean?? I don't even talk to her! then what she said was "Well she is more important than you"
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And this is why I now live with my grandmother, and to be honest the only thing I want is to see my baby brother. I haven't seen him in almost a month I miss him so much and I hope he knows this...
Sorry for the rant I just had to type this all out. It helps
I once did that for a little while, and is was no good for anything. I guess if you are thinking you need to stay healthy just eat right. Other than that you are too beautiful to be doing this.
Sorry for the late comment xP