I've had enough...

I've had enough of being ill with depression and never being able to enjoy life properly.

I try my hardest to fight on and get help but there's always someone or something to drag me down.

I'm tired of giving my all to help people I think are my friends, only to be treated like I'm nothing.

I'm tired of being single and unwanted

I'm in a fandom surrounded by people who say they care, but I have never been so alone in all my life.

As I lay here crying I realise how alone I actually am.

Nobody wants me, nobody likes me.

I should just disappear.

I can't handle this anymore...