Ugh. This was my last day of procrastinating (hopefully). I have finals this next week. I need to make it to the end of this year alive and without any more incident.

On babyfur stuffs: Honestly... I need to get more in touch with my little side... I have been trapped in my damn room for so long. I have not been a very good person to myself in general and need a change of scenery. Outside... I need to go outside. I know that "outside" is not quite related to babyfur things, but... Honestly it makes me feel so much better to go out and just walk around or enjoy nature. it makes me feel like a little kid. I always used to love exploring stuff, though there was very little to explore back in my hometown. I wish I could go back and start over some things, but there is no use in that now. I have to make with what I got. And what I have is a lot of pressure on me to succeed in college. It is good to let go of adult mindset sometimes, but I have not even been able to do that despite trying so hard the last couple days. That time is over now though and I need to get to work. Once I am done with this year, things should be easier.

Not entirely sure what this is, but... eh... update on my rambling picasso thoughts.