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A New Year, and a lot of hope :3
9 years ago
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Here's the scoop! First off, not much of one for emotional crap, but you guys deserve some credit where it is due. I really hope all you good guys out there get some recognition for the good things you do. Everyday heroes, really. Not just some GI Joe nonsense. Every little good thing helps contribute to good on the whole. Every person gets a little bit of it.
Well... Yeah >w< Keep it up
Now for little horn tootin' for myself and the great people I have befriended on here: The past year has held a lot of personal growth for me. Last year ended with some difficult psychological issues that I had to overcome. I was weak, a bit dumb, and unable to put my mind over the matter of my emotions. I tried to fix a bad situation and ended up just hurting myself. I can hardly believe it has been a whole year since then. Up through the summer I dealt with some relapses of those emotional problems, but with the help of my friends and family on and offline I got better and now I believe I can say taht I am sufficiently healed -w- And matured for the better! For some reference, last fall semester held some difficult courses, some of the more difficult ones in a Mechanical Engineering degree. That semester, after having crippling anxiety, I got about a 1.3 GPA. Horrible. Failed a couple classes. The next semester was marginally better at a 2.4 GPA. Nothing too impressive with a lighter course load. Now for the whopper. This past fall semester I registered to retake those classes I failed. 1 is one of the most difficult engineering classes in my field. In addition I took Heat Transfer, which was confusing AF and probably the most difficult one of the bunch. IN MORE ADDITION. I spent many hours with a senior project group every week. With all of these things it was my most challenging semester. But I frackin aced it. 3.46 GPA for the semester. I cannot thank the people around me enough. Little conversations here and there helped heal little parts of what I was feeling. Some shoutouts to them:
Colby-Hedgey for being my little baby. He is always so optimistic and caring, even when I am very down. He has helped me to stay consistently more optimistic about the future in general.
KingCrazy for being rather alike in many ways. Helped me see myself in a clearer light.
mandobanjo for being himself x3 Those of you who know him know how sweet and smart he is. He was with me from the beginning of my major issue and was an incredible sport about me being a complete doofus. Thank you so much Harpo.
My shy ball of fluff Ma'iingan x3 for being the first person who I really opened up to and allowed me to grow as a person. He is a bit shy so I won't embarrass him too much x3
All my furry family, Cez, Zara Linn, Brettonias, Gabriel, Hale, and others. Thank you all so much for your company. I hope to see you all healthy and happy through the upcoming year and beyond <3
Well... Yeah >w< Keep it up
Now for little horn tootin' for myself and the great people I have befriended on here: The past year has held a lot of personal growth for me. Last year ended with some difficult psychological issues that I had to overcome. I was weak, a bit dumb, and unable to put my mind over the matter of my emotions. I tried to fix a bad situation and ended up just hurting myself. I can hardly believe it has been a whole year since then. Up through the summer I dealt with some relapses of those emotional problems, but with the help of my friends and family on and offline I got better and now I believe I can say taht I am sufficiently healed -w- And matured for the better! For some reference, last fall semester held some difficult courses, some of the more difficult ones in a Mechanical Engineering degree. That semester, after having crippling anxiety, I got about a 1.3 GPA. Horrible. Failed a couple classes. The next semester was marginally better at a 2.4 GPA. Nothing too impressive with a lighter course load. Now for the whopper. This past fall semester I registered to retake those classes I failed. 1 is one of the most difficult engineering classes in my field. In addition I took Heat Transfer, which was confusing AF and probably the most difficult one of the bunch. IN MORE ADDITION. I spent many hours with a senior project group every week. With all of these things it was my most challenging semester. But I frackin aced it. 3.46 GPA for the semester. I cannot thank the people around me enough. Little conversations here and there helped heal little parts of what I was feeling. Some shoutouts to them:
Colby-Hedgey for being my little baby. He is always so optimistic and caring, even when I am very down. He has helped me to stay consistently more optimistic about the future in general.
KingCrazy for being rather alike in many ways. Helped me see myself in a clearer light. 
mandobanjo for being himself x3 Those of you who know him know how sweet and smart he is. He was with me from the beginning of my major issue and was an incredible sport about me being a complete doofus. Thank you so much Harpo. My shy ball of fluff Ma'iingan x3 for being the first person who I really opened up to and allowed me to grow as a person. He is a bit shy so I won't embarrass him too much x3
All my furry family, Cez, Zara Linn, Brettonias, Gabriel, Hale, and others. Thank you all so much for your company. I hope to see you all healthy and happy through the upcoming year and beyond <3
I'm glad I could be of some help, but truthfully I'm as much a mess as anyone. xD If anything good came out of what "I" did, it was most certainly God's hand.
Hope you're doin' well, man. Sorry I don't keep in contact with you very much! I'm terrible at initiating conversations. Dx