It's been way to long since I've not only made a journal post but provided an update all together. I've recently been working quite a bit and been sorting things out mentally. I have the goal in mind to go back to school for Mechanical Design Engineering. I also have been thinking about moving out to Florida once I have all of my bills paid off. I need a big change, I need that shock to get me back.

I'm currently getting active again in chats, and on skype. Feel free to reach out to a wolf.

Skype: Zoboron

Also, Commissions are coming down the pipeline by an awesome friend and kickass artist,  tokeki look out for it.

For as long as I can remember, I've always had a stark negativity about myself and one of my friends really pointed that out in a blunt manner, which I really needed. I am much harder on myself than I really should be. I put myself down, I feel unaccomplished, I tell myself I can't do it, I don't allow change which allows an individual to evolve through experiences. So with that, I sat down and I put everything out from the last few years..since 2008 (when I joined the fandom) to today. And the results of what I came up with truly made me smile. I have no need to feel the way I do about myself. I need to smile, allow memories to linger and float around instead of archiving them immediately, awaiting the next experience. I need to slow down, enjoy the moment and take life in stride. I need to stop telling myself I can't do the shit I want to do when I know damn well I am capable. And I need to make the change, promptly.

I want to thank you all of my friends, you know who you are. You are my family, You helped me get to where I am today, and I have a lot of you to thank.

Bless you my family.

"Salud mi famalia"