Some Struggles
10 years ago

➜ for everyone who loves to create
Breaking News : Billy is an unpaid intern.
We are actually moving finally (I think I said that already).
But fullgoldflush and I have been fighting, and badly.
And I've started having panic attacks again for the first time in around six months,
and they're over really menial stuff.
At the moment, it's whenever I can't manage to get something right while I'm drawing, and it's
sickening, with the chest pain and the hyperventilation and the tearless, breathless sobbing.
They're not long or persistent or as bad as the necrophobia-caused ones I used to have all the time.
But the fact that they're back is so awful and I can't get anything done because, sure, I can get
over them, but I can't get past them and it's hard as fuck.
At least my Embroidered Equines information request form came.
Sucks that I cannot manage to make the high quality version of HoneyComb's cutie mark without
panicking.
FML.