Sometimes, I've noticed that I feel hostile for no reason.
I think this comes from my job... "Thank you for calling SiriusXM, my name is ___. How may I be assisting you?"
Then cue customer calling me every name in the book, and I smile and: "Okay. I'd be happy to help in any way I can..." Just being belittled and chewed out every day, or rather five days a week, and not able to say anything back. Can't be rude. Can't be unprofessional. They change rules at a drop of a hat, and it's like.... FUUUUU!

Ir's just so I am essentially rather bitter... In my mind, at least. I'm trained to be kind, no matter what. But deep down...
"Oh... You made me a cake and did everything perfectly? Well, I hope you die in a fire." For no reason.
I think I need medications for whatever is going on with my head. But I'm no doctor, so... No self-prescribing. And I'm too broke to go to a doctor. Well... Too broke to go to the RIGHT one.
So, let's all go make a nice repressed emotion stew! :D