Well... enough is enough.
Too much time have I wasted. Time to break out of the trap. Time to at least attempt a change.

While I can't run away from what I am doing (at least not yet), perhaps I can fit something into the schedule. My dream is to see USA and meet other furries there.

Why USA? Well. It is big and contains lots of stuff. Exotic stuff for an European fur like me. Visiting USA has been made quite easy now. I would like to see some kind of furry event. And simply have good time. Time I can't get here. It is also a country that speaks language I understand which can't be said about almost any other European country :)

So I am critically reviewing my schedules. The tight schedule holds me in place for more than year from now, but I don't want to lose another year. Perhaps I can pull myself together, finish the every-month workload during short time and then escape. At least for couple of weeks.

I need that.