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10 years ago
Fighting depression......I don't know what it is, if I'm just too much of a pushover or if I just judge myself too hard on things, but I've been kinda feeling like I get walked on a lot and taken for granted. Like people just expect me to be there and only call out when they need something. It isn't everyone, it might be nobody and I'm just overthinking it, but it's definitely something that's been kind of nagging me, and I've just kind of ignored it, but for some reason it's bothering me today......I'll probably delete this, because it's just kind of a vent and I don't want people to take it too personally.....It's just kinda depressing when you give and give and don't get much back. Which I guess I don't really expect much back, but it still kind of feels nice to know that it isn't just me who thinks about others, right? Agian, I don't want anyone to take it personally, I'm not trying to hurt anyone's feelings, I just needed to get these thoughts out and I'm not really sure who I can talk to about it, save a few people, but.....yeah
all your friends will and are always there for you
Aww! Don't feel this way, m'friend. <:'
*hugs bunches*
It may be true that everyone faces, when people use us for one reason or another. But we shouldn't allow that to turn ourselves away from what Jesus said "to love our enemies, pray for those who despitefully use us"
And don't let the enemy speak to you and cloud your mind with such nonsense!
I know that the Lord is happy with you when you give of yourself and time to help others, just like when you helped me at TFF this past Feb. You were patient, you never complained, and you helped me as much as you could. THAT is a mark of a true Christian! You should be proud! Heck, quite frankly, you put me to shame! ^^;
Tell God how you feel and know that if you let Him move more in your life, that you'll finally defeat these thoughts that haunt you. <:3
*hugs you bunches once again*
I love you, m'friend and Brother.