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10 years ago
I'm sorry that I haven't been too active lately.
I've been busy with a lot of bullshit.
I got into a car accident in the beginning of the month on the same day I was leaving to go visit my boyfriend. I'm okay though. Both of us walked away with no injuries. [and I got a rental car and still went to see my boyfriend for the weekend]
He ran the red light and t-boned me on the passenger side of my car. He hit me hard enough to turn my car to face the opposite direction I was going. Everyone is pretty surprised that I didn't get hurt because of how hard he hit me. He was probably going anywhere between 45-55 mph.
ANYWAY.
He's saying it was my fault. Even though I had been sitting at the light waiting for it to turn green, even the cars on my left were completely stopped...I barely got up to 15 mph....AND The police records show he was clearly at fault.
So.
Yeah.
Dealing with his bullshit. 65 year old asshole.
And so far, it's not official, my car is going to be totaled, so I'm having to shop for a new car.
OH, AND HIS INSURANCE ISN'T ANSWERING MY CALLS SO THAT I CAN LEAVE A STATEMENT FOR THEM. :I
Then work has been trying my patience and wearing me down the passed couple months.
One of my managers has decided that she's going to start treating me like I don't know how to do my job. She's coming and checking on me, making me lists of things to do [stuff that I've been doing for almost 2 years now, every Goddamn week]
She used to be my friend, but she's really a shitty friend...She's kind of a force acquaintance now. She's lost all my respect/patience.
There's a lot more, but I'd rather not get into it.
Anyway.
I haven't really been inspired to do anything.
If I sketch, I don't really get anywhere.
I'm stressing about all of that, then the thoughts of moving out, some of my relationships with people...and just...I'm letting it get to me and I shouldn't be.
So.
Yeah.
Just wanted to apologize for my lack of activity and to give y'all a bit of an update, I suppose.
I've been busy with a lot of bullshit.
I got into a car accident in the beginning of the month on the same day I was leaving to go visit my boyfriend. I'm okay though. Both of us walked away with no injuries. [and I got a rental car and still went to see my boyfriend for the weekend]
He ran the red light and t-boned me on the passenger side of my car. He hit me hard enough to turn my car to face the opposite direction I was going. Everyone is pretty surprised that I didn't get hurt because of how hard he hit me. He was probably going anywhere between 45-55 mph.
ANYWAY.
He's saying it was my fault. Even though I had been sitting at the light waiting for it to turn green, even the cars on my left were completely stopped...I barely got up to 15 mph....AND The police records show he was clearly at fault.
So.
Yeah.
Dealing with his bullshit. 65 year old asshole.
And so far, it's not official, my car is going to be totaled, so I'm having to shop for a new car.
OH, AND HIS INSURANCE ISN'T ANSWERING MY CALLS SO THAT I CAN LEAVE A STATEMENT FOR THEM. :I
Then work has been trying my patience and wearing me down the passed couple months.
One of my managers has decided that she's going to start treating me like I don't know how to do my job. She's coming and checking on me, making me lists of things to do [stuff that I've been doing for almost 2 years now, every Goddamn week]
She used to be my friend, but she's really a shitty friend...She's kind of a force acquaintance now. She's lost all my respect/patience.
There's a lot more, but I'd rather not get into it.
Anyway.
I haven't really been inspired to do anything.
If I sketch, I don't really get anywhere.
I'm stressing about all of that, then the thoughts of moving out, some of my relationships with people...and just...I'm letting it get to me and I shouldn't be.
So.
Yeah.
Just wanted to apologize for my lack of activity and to give y'all a bit of an update, I suppose.
i don't get what goes through peoples heads taht makes them think it's okay to be horrible drivers.
guess they only care about what happens when it's in their own interest.
sorry to hear shit just hit the fan, but i guess the good part is that you got to see someone special.
good luck with trying to get things in order again, and don't be sorry for life things! if anyone complained about you not doing things, then they need to get checked out.
That and the insurance companies are being awful and I don't know what's going on right now and it's irritating. We're still not 100% sure if my car is being totaled or what...so I've been looking at getting a new car. Which is more money coming out of my pocket...
I'm really glad I got to see him and I'd just love to be back there, but things right now are just building up against me and I'm not good with a lot of stress. I just don't know what to do with myself right now.
i'd guess? being slightly uncomfortable would be better than being stressed out to the point where you don't know what you're doing.
I'm just not sure on what I actually need to be doing.... I feel like everything I'm doing isn't what I need to do....idk, it's weird...
I guess things will fall into place when they need to.
just as long as you don't try to push or stress yourself too much doing things, they should turn out okay.
hope you have some good times ahead though!
But with all the insurance/ the other driver/looking for a new car and spending more money has me stressed...then adding on me starting school soon, and that'll cut back on my hours and how much money i'm bringing in...and I don't feel like I'm going to have any time to hang with friends, let alone have time for myself.
I don't mean to complain or anything, I'm just stupidly stressed and really tired...[adding to that, I'm working 15 days in a row with only one day off...which was today]
Growing up fucking sucks.
Dealing with assholes sucks.
I just want life to give me a break right now and let me catch up... I'm just feeling more and more run down everyday...
Thank you, darlin'. I love you too.
I hope all is going well for you. <3