For 22 year iv bin living with failing hart and the sign's are starting to show more and more by the day, the feeling of won's hart failing to move the blood is a feeling of a burning and stinging and at the same time of cold coursing throw my body slow mental brake down and the sapping of straight, your stings of feeling sharpens feeling your hart beet start to skip the mined starts to go in to the thought of knowing that these mite be it the moment death says hi for the last time in my life, but in a glimpse of the loved won that have past I'm at rest my hart slows and falls back in order the pain is gone. In acceptance of death and knowing that I'm happy with the life iv had, death loosens his grip upon my heart and allows me to live owns more and in the hope of sum day i may leave my mark on these world we call home, but i do not fear death as won that has seen, felt, and extrinsic death first hand, I will greet death as an old friend that has bin with me from birth. the only thing's I fear are the simple of thing not finding love, leaving my family with out a plan B not seeing my loved won's grow old, losing family and friends and knowing that there in a better place, and knowing that I don't have much time cus for fate has no sense of time. If that day com's i don't want people crying over sum thing small and simple but to be happy that you where part of my family my life and i say thanks for all the good times we'v had and to keep living with the fire in your hart. Its not to often that i open up like these but its times like these that i feel more alive then ever before and it make me happy to know that have the memory's of a happy life. (^_^) but till then ill see where life takes just yeah?