Just because your family considers you a failure doesn't mean you actually ARE. Most of MY friends are married, some of them have kids...

If you truly want kids, I understand the compulsion to want to have them sooner than later; but if it's more of a "This is what normal is, this is what i expected and have expected of me" thats not even a good mindset to have children with, let alone a relationship.

BUT, if you WANT those things, and haven't got them yet, perhaps taking some time to think about how you've been going about to achieve a relationship might be in order? Because trying a different approach can really help.

And achievement is relative. I had hoped to be a famous artist working for Disney comics or something, by now... I'm nowhere near that goal, and heck, despite what i thoguht I wanted to be and where several years ago, is not what i even want anymore. I'm older than you by, what i'm guessing, about 5-7 years...

So, hey, maybe 5-7 years from now, you'll realise your priorities are not what you thought. BUT, if you have things you desire, and within that time, go for it. Find a new way to think, act and meet people.

If being the you you are currently isn't working, find a way of becoming a new you...

I've really liked your photos in the past, sorry i haven't really looked at anything you've posted on other sites... but you have a gift for it, i think, and thats you creating content...your photos have made me smile and go 'ooo'... so your existence has had meaning in MY life at least.

I hope you find meaning in your own existence though, since you're the one who needs to believe in yourself.
I'm rooting for you, dude. I hope you feel better soon.