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I feel so guilty and selfish all the fucking time.
10 years ago
Whenever someone's upset I blame myself for everything and rationalize it in any way possible, even though I KNOW it's not my fault. I just need to hear it from someone else.
The fact that I NEED to hear it from other people makes me feel selfish for even asking. The thing is, I KNOW I'm not the one that upset you, but I can't stop thinking that I am and my mind won't stop racing with thoughts that I said something wrong or did something wrong OR SAID SOMETHING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES OR HAIR THAT UPSET YOU OR ABOUT ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS OR YOUR FAVORITE SPORTS TEAM AND MY MIND JUST WON'T FUCKING SHUT UP!!!!
I need you to tell me that I'm not what pissed you off or made you cry.
The fact that I NEED to hear it from other people makes me feel selfish for even asking. The thing is, I KNOW I'm not the one that upset you, but I can't stop thinking that I am and my mind won't stop racing with thoughts that I said something wrong or did something wrong OR SAID SOMETHING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES OR HAIR THAT UPSET YOU OR ABOUT ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS OR YOUR FAVORITE SPORTS TEAM AND MY MIND JUST WON'T FUCKING SHUT UP!!!!
I need you to tell me that I'm not what pissed you off or made you cry.
BokuNoKoneko
~bokunokoneko
Oh no. Hunny. I want to hug you so badly. D:
queer.fuzzbutt
~queer.fuzzbutt
OP
Thank you... that helps a lot...
Valixy_Grace
~valixygrace
Awh sweet pea, dont blame yourself, for anything that isn't your fault! Keep that mindset you're not selfish at all for wanting to have closure <3 keep your head up hun!
queer.fuzzbutt
~queer.fuzzbutt
OP
Thanks... <3
