I could just cry and rage at the same time. My bestie, another dear friend and I were having one of the funniest skype calls ever. Everytime I talk to my bestie via Skype I record it, since I like to listen to it afterwards - because it's always so funny to hear told insiders or overall funny moments just as they really sounded like again. I never had a call with that third person and it really was super funny.

And guess what?
The fucking recording is silent! Great!!
I don't even know anymore how many times this has happened. I could smash my PC, really. I'm so fucking angry, frustrated and disappointed now. And don't tell me it's the memory that counts, because that really just isn't the same. I can't even describe that shitty feeling right now. It's just 1000 layers of bullshit.

Today sucked extremely, and now that only good thing from today feels like taken away from me.

I know. Recently all I do is whine and bitch. But as my mood generally drops, also things other people may consider as little piss me off easily. I just got really furious for 2 minutes right now cause that fucking stupid flash plugin wouldn't let me edit this journal. This bullshit of a plugin never works.