I'm not eloquent. I'm not smart, and I'm not that outspoken most of the time, admittedly. I can't craft beauty through lines of words like some people can, and I can't swing a brush around and create my mind's image to canvas like others. There's a lot of things I can't do, but I try not to let it affect me if I can. This won't be long but I just want to go ahead and do something I honestly don't do enough of. I want to thank those people and things I love. Let's see how much I can bring out.

I want to thank  DuncanPuff for being a strength in my life, and for being the best boyfriend I could ever have. For being the silly pandadog he is, and for being by my side, for the times I have where I'm fine, and for the times I have where I'm shattering and dying in my own head, through light and dark.

I want to thank  airwolf1987 for being a great friend and one of the strongest supporters of me in my own life. For being a voice that gives me advice and for being a ear to speak into, a shoulder to lean on, and for being a wonderful friend to play games with.

I want to thank  Chausk for being a amazing friend and a caring soul to share my pain with and to talk to and play Heroes of the Storm with. Also, for being my unknowing sensei in redstone in minecraft, cause fuck that shit it's complicated.

I want to thank video games for being a endless source of entertainment, art, story, writing, drama, and frustration. My life would not be complete without you video games. Especially EQ2 and Monster Hunter. Fuck yea.

I want to thank Anime and Manga, for being the other half of my obsessive coins, for giving me stories to cry about, for giving me happiness to giggle over, for making my sides ache and hurt, for making me jump in my seat and wretch in horror and agony. And for giving me many kinky ideas for Rps. Yea I said it.

There's a lot I have to be thankful for...and it's hard to see when I drown myself in my fears or in my neurosis, or in my depression. There's a lot I love and care for, and I don't always say it....But I'm saying it now...and There's a lot more I have to say...maybe one day I'll get around to saying more.