well another sleepless night is upon me and i have come to the conclusion (once again) that being single sucks. I seem to not only be one of the few furs in my area, but one of the few gay people (and I live in California!) I've looked, and as it seems the few people i have found are either out of driving range [50+miles], already have a partner, or don't want a partner. The one person i DID find nearby ended up not being as interested in me as i was in him and with love blinding me i didn't see it coming...what can you do?

So yeah, orange county is conservative as hell, it's now 2:47 in the morning because of my brainfarts, and i need to read 150 pages and write a 3 page paper for a class in 5 hours. I just needed to rant.
RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT RANT....there, i'm done i swear. <.<