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So much going on, I feel so cornered
10 years ago
3DS FC: 4527-8720-3212
I really need somewhere to vent.
I feel like I'm drowning and I can't anymore.
I don't understand why I just can't be happy.
I don't care anymore if it affects other people. I am not going to back down
and continue to be miserable because another person can't be happy.
Why do I need to continue to suffer?!
I just want to be happy for once. Genuinely happy!
I'm tired of taking the weight of other peoples emotions and such on my shoulders.
I not only feel caged in a small quart. I feel cornered even more so then before.
It's affecting my mental state, my health and my living and work.
I had a panic attack, which caused me to miss a day of work.
Which caused me to get suspended from work for 1 week.
It's putting me back from finishing owed/paid artwork, artwork for myself, for my portfolio.
My heart is so heavy right now, I wish I could fade away. Be nothing.
I feel like I'm drowning and I can't anymore.
I don't understand why I just can't be happy.
I don't care anymore if it affects other people. I am not going to back down
and continue to be miserable because another person can't be happy.
Why do I need to continue to suffer?!
I just want to be happy for once. Genuinely happy!
I'm tired of taking the weight of other peoples emotions and such on my shoulders.
I not only feel caged in a small quart. I feel cornered even more so then before.
It's affecting my mental state, my health and my living and work.
I had a panic attack, which caused me to miss a day of work.
Which caused me to get suspended from work for 1 week.
It's putting me back from finishing owed/paid artwork, artwork for myself, for my portfolio.
My heart is so heavy right now, I wish I could fade away. Be nothing.
tips
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tips
Pls keep on going even its hard <3
I really hope things become better for you because you really need it.