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I dropped my soul in a deep dark hole...
16 years ago
..... and then I followed it in.....
... I got up so tight that I couldn't unwind, and tore my mind, on a jagged sky,
I just dropped in, to see what condition my condition was in.
Yeah I know right.
Onion what the hell is your problem??? posting too many journals???
well,... I am depressed LOLZ
ok no,.... I got my feeling pretty hurt,... like ripped up into peices.
I don't want to go into details, it would be a long story of being kicked in the gut bucket by someone who is suppossed to support me, care about me, and stick by me throug thick and thin. Just because she wants to be the enter of everyones attention and not just mine.
It is really effecting me in a bad sort of way I think.....
I am at a stand still with my art.
I can't force myself to even work on anything.
It seems like all the things that are the most importaint to me are gone.
All in like 3 days my world has smashed down around me.
Sorry for the emo journal,.... I really just can't get a grip
... I got up so tight that I couldn't unwind, and tore my mind, on a jagged sky,
I just dropped in, to see what condition my condition was in.
Yeah I know right.
Onion what the hell is your problem??? posting too many journals???
well,... I am depressed LOLZ
ok no,.... I got my feeling pretty hurt,... like ripped up into peices.
I don't want to go into details, it would be a long story of being kicked in the gut bucket by someone who is suppossed to support me, care about me, and stick by me throug thick and thin. Just because she wants to be the enter of everyones attention and not just mine.
It is really effecting me in a bad sort of way I think.....
I am at a stand still with my art.
I can't force myself to even work on anything.
It seems like all the things that are the most importaint to me are gone.
All in like 3 days my world has smashed down around me.
Sorry for the emo journal,.... I really just can't get a grip
Trust me, I wish i was NEAR ya, Id take ya out and get ya some chilli squid or something, and let ya rant, cuz ranting is good for the body and sole.
(hugs) Its gonna be ok.
Don't let your art block upset you....go with the flow. It will come when you are ready.
As for everything else...we're all here for you...despite existing in cyber space
Anyways, right now, look after yourself....take the opportunity to just step back from the bullshit and breathe....get you something good to read and take a long hot bubble bath. A good long bath can work wonders.
As for the rest of headaches, you don't deserve that kind of treatment so don't put up with it.....if they want distance....give it to them. If they don't want to talk about the situation....let it lie.
You are a cool person and very likable....you are a good friend and have no problem making friends as far as I can tell. ^^
*extra hugs*
Keep yer chin up ^^ Things will get better.