That "cancer" (insider alert) mood is back. Maybe today will be the day of finally coming out of the closet. I changed my mind. Probably I'm going to make video instead of a journal. Just gotta wait until I'm alone at home...

Just so you know. I'm having a super hard time talking about my feelings, and I only do it rarely. So the video might be very long. I feel uncomfortable thinking about making a video about it already.

Edit:
Wow thanks to mood swings I feel a bit hyperactive and bouncy again but I'm going to make that video anyways cause I'm sick of making a bend around it.

Edit II:
Damn looks like I can't do it today. I'll do it tomorrow. Ugh. Send help.

Edit III:
Ok, I can do it today. Wow this journal is like a fucking parody.