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Heartbreak.
10 years ago
Damn it all.
I'm pretty sure I lost a friend tonight. It's hard to explain the circumstances and situation, but where once I had a good friend who would send me words of encouragement, I now think I might just have a stoic affiliate who treats me with utter apathy.
I've not been this depressed in a very long time. It actually feels like my heart is breaking.
I don't even know why I'm writing this. Just have to tell someone. Even if no one will listen.
Wishing you all well.
I'm pretty sure I lost a friend tonight. It's hard to explain the circumstances and situation, but where once I had a good friend who would send me words of encouragement, I now think I might just have a stoic affiliate who treats me with utter apathy.
I've not been this depressed in a very long time. It actually feels like my heart is breaking.
I don't even know why I'm writing this. Just have to tell someone. Even if no one will listen.
Wishing you all well.
The state I'm in is so bad that I'm using a lot of willpower not to do something irresponsible or, at worse, dangerous. Just having a tiny bit of support is appreciated.