You need to go see a professional now! If not then call a national suicide help line. Please! I don't want you to do anything rash. If I lived near you I would be there to help you physically... But I am not a trained professional.
Yea ik. I just. .. I can't keep doing this alone... I've got to find a home... and a way for my hubby to come home.... but.. I have to find us a place to live...
*snoofy burr hugs*
Gaia bless and hang in there dear lady
Pakesh_De
Silly ol polarburr