I need to take a bit of a break... I've been continuing to have a rough time... As if my whole life isn't just one big rough time...
I'm broke and have been eating a hamburger bun with jam on it for breakfast and a couple handfuls of wheat thins at work. Then I'll get home and listen to my roommate eat pizza in her room with her bf (yes, every night)... I haven't had a real meal in weeks. I have a constant headache and I'm constantly dizzy and the fact that I work in a really hot office doesn't help...

I just need some time until I get paid and can get back on a good eating schedule again... Otherwise, the computer screen just hurts my eyes... My head hurts so bad...

I just can't imagine why I'm always in such a shithole... I can never climb out........

//sobs