I'm on the edge. Physically, mentally, emotionally, financialy,...Legally....Iv'e been struggling for the last few years, and I gotta tell ya, If somethin good doesn't happen soon, I'm gonna at least be in a hospital if not the ground.
1) I'm failing school
2) I have no money, no job
3) I have a huge anxiety/panic attack disorder that keeps my head pounding, not to mention the medications.
4) I've been unable to sleep due to horrific nightmares and dreams of apocalyptical significance.
5) I'm losing my apartment...no money
6) I have to stand trial, in criminal court...for tresspassing on an abandonded house I was going to photograph.
7) lost my phone, and have no car
8) From an art view, I haven't gotten anywhere, Iv'e tried to put at least one project through, or even get a commission...shit no-body wants me to draw them anything.
9)failed to make it to any convention...
10)I have lost all self esteem....
It's like everything is crashing down around me, or passing me by...The only thing I got going for me is that my mate, my lover of the last 3 years is still beside me....and if I lose him.....it's over.