well, good news is I'm finally getting out of the hell that was a residential placement for school. bad news is that I have a friend I won't be able to handle getting torn away from. she means so much to me, and I haven't told her how strong my feelings are for her, not completely. I have to move up to Connecticut a few weeks from June 26th and I can't handle the the fact that she and I only have a week left together....once again I have found love and I am being torn away from it....I'm ready to give up..... *curls up into a ball and starts crying*