yesterday was crap today is new day and I am feeling fine ^^ points to anyway if they know that song reference anyways back on topic I am feeling a lot better today I got some sleep talked to some people last night who here on FA that help me feel loved also people on Skype who are awesome and help me calm down as well. Today besides a good nights sleep I found out creative ways to recover a lot of my data in fact I found out a around about way to get back most of my porn at least lol *everybody wipes sweat off there forehead* "Thank God the porn was saved!" anyways I will be able to save practically all of it just shy of some videos I had but thats off topic anyways if your wondering how i did this I remembered I sort of did have a back up for my porn in the form of my iPod touch lol "Don't Judge Me!"anyways I've also been able to get back some of my games I've been developing myself by connecting the company who allowed me to use free software to make games I explained my situation and not only that they said they were impressed with my games and wanted to talk to me more about it on a later date so I am really excited about that as well. Not only that I talked to my dad and he said he would cover most of the cost of the replacement lap top so yeah for my DAD!!! hehe anyways today has been a lot better day for me then a lot of days I've had the last couple of weeks. anyways thank you everyone on FA for showing your concern and support for me it means more than you can imagine to feel loved and to know people want the best for you and have high hopes for you.