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10 years ago
This was a mess too
I'll start off by saying that my "The Last of Us: Remastered" PS4 code is still up for grabs, for whoever wants it.
Down to business. Let's talk about stuff. How was your day? Are you doing alright? Have you found anyone special? Do you feel like you're getting anywhere? Have you a sense of purpose? Have you any regrets? Whatever your answers to those questions, I'd like to pose an interesting question to whoever is willing to pick up on it. Do you ever look back on the things you've done, the things you'd thought about doing, the person you were going to be? Do you think that man and the young dream of yourself to be a stranger? Do you ever really feel like you know yourself worse than anybody else?
I pose this question because I want to try and start writing again. So, I thought I'd refresh myself on Eif's story and piece the future together from there. Problem is, I don't know if I'm the same person I was when I started that story. I don't know if it's right for me to continue it. That curiosity aside, he definitely deserves an ending. They all deserve an ending, but I'm unclear on how to proceed.
Lyrics and bandcamp: https://robcantormusic.bandcamp.com.....k/im-gonna-win
My life is a constant entrapment of tunnels
Which tangle and wind and beguile
And regardless of where I may tumble or funnel
I wonder what’s really worthwhile
Sometimes it can seem like a merciless dream
And I’m falling with nothing to hold
Sometimes I get flustered and beaten and blistered
Abandoned outside in the cold
CHORUS
But I’m gonna win, I’m gonna try
I’ll never lose, I’ll never die
You’ve seen me before, you’ll see me again
I’ll never give up, I’ll never give in
Til I’m bloody and bruised
Til I’ve broken my bones
Til I won’t be abused
Til I’m laughing alone
It’s hard to be charming and smart and disarming
It’s hard to pretend you’re the best
It’s hard to fulfill everyone’s expectations
It’s hard to keep up with the rest
CHORUS
How do you feel?
You’ve been concealing your worries from the world
But you can reveal them to me
I wouldn’t know
I go on even though
I’ll be bloody and bruised
I’ll be breaking my bones
I’ll be paying my dues
I’ll be laughing alone
Down to business. Let's talk about stuff. How was your day? Are you doing alright? Have you found anyone special? Do you feel like you're getting anywhere? Have you a sense of purpose? Have you any regrets? Whatever your answers to those questions, I'd like to pose an interesting question to whoever is willing to pick up on it. Do you ever look back on the things you've done, the things you'd thought about doing, the person you were going to be? Do you think that man and the young dream of yourself to be a stranger? Do you ever really feel like you know yourself worse than anybody else?
I pose this question because I want to try and start writing again. So, I thought I'd refresh myself on Eif's story and piece the future together from there. Problem is, I don't know if I'm the same person I was when I started that story. I don't know if it's right for me to continue it. That curiosity aside, he definitely deserves an ending. They all deserve an ending, but I'm unclear on how to proceed.
Lyrics and bandcamp: https://robcantormusic.bandcamp.com.....k/im-gonna-win
My life is a constant entrapment of tunnels
Which tangle and wind and beguile
And regardless of where I may tumble or funnel
I wonder what’s really worthwhile
Sometimes it can seem like a merciless dream
And I’m falling with nothing to hold
Sometimes I get flustered and beaten and blistered
Abandoned outside in the cold
CHORUS
But I’m gonna win, I’m gonna try
I’ll never lose, I’ll never die
You’ve seen me before, you’ll see me again
I’ll never give up, I’ll never give in
Til I’m bloody and bruised
Til I’ve broken my bones
Til I won’t be abused
Til I’m laughing alone
It’s hard to be charming and smart and disarming
It’s hard to pretend you’re the best
It’s hard to fulfill everyone’s expectations
It’s hard to keep up with the rest
CHORUS
How do you feel?
You’ve been concealing your worries from the world
But you can reveal them to me
I wouldn’t know
I go on even though
I’ll be bloody and bruised
I’ll be breaking my bones
I’ll be paying my dues
I’ll be laughing alone
Just as a character changes through time, so does the author, it´s an interesting process and means that a story is not always going to be the same.
This changes are subtle and can change a "hi" into a "hello"
And about my own day...
Trying to play with intermitent internet is never fun
How´s yours?
If you're asking about my internet, rather, then my internet is fine. Sometimes it isn't so great, but it's decent, I think.
it´s nice to know it´s been Ok-ish