So these past 2 weeks have been very aggravating for me. I currently live with my father and 8 people in 1 small house, i have no job, no drivers licence and very little friend "IRL" and i don't live near anyone so im always cooped up in this small house. I don't get along with anyone here, they are always pushing me down and making me feel bad. Every time i get somewhere in life, someone in this house is pulling me back. Iv done everything in my power to get out of here but i always end up back in this prison. Hell i know its fathers day but iv been calling my father a slave driver for the way hes been treating me. He treat my brother in law more like a son than he does me. I dont have a relationship with my mother due to her being more attached to my sister. There is not much that i look froward to other than hanging out with one of my best friends  Leewarrior2010 I dont get out much and i am currently waiting to hear back from subway about a job "my brother in law works for one in the area" and he may of ended up coasting me that just because he only cares about his family that lives here. My father turns a blind eye to everything wrong that happens in this house and 99% of the time it all comes down on me, even if i had nothing to do with it. So i try to zone out by playing Fallout on PS3 or Minecraft on PC and just ignoring the world but its all temperary. My best friend is getting married and never has time to see me anymore and i feel like im alone again. Iv been doing everything in my power to stay positive but there are days where it takes a tole on me. All i want is to be able to be my own man and have my own life with out someone putting me down on a daily bases. I lack motivation, i suffer from depression, and its all because of how much iv been put down. I feel like a second class citizen in my own home. Like i said, i just needed to vent. Maybe one day my time will come and ill be on my own and out of this house but idk how much longer i can take it here. Every day is a new battle for me in this prison.