Just some updates and I kinda wanna put some stuff out from my thoughts and stuff

My life is nothing but a rollercoaster ok? And I've had those giant dives but I also have those even more giant climbs.
Life lately has been better than it ever has been and I will admit and say its not all because of Blake.
In fact its because of me.
Since the incident that happened last year I've done a lot of thinking and a lot of growing up.
I've matured and grew a whole new different perspective in life and learned to charish and appreciate it more.
I've looked into the eyes of death a few times and enough to realize its a stupid ass idea to end my life sooner than it is intended.
I've learned to help others and help myself at the same time. Listen to my advise I give to people and give it to myself as well.
I've become my own best friend and also my enemy...
But you must keep your enemies closer as they say.

I have thought alot about my past, looked at all the scars I have that make events and remember all the trama and nightmares I faced, and learned to accept them as lessons and learned from them.
I admit I have made several mistakes on the road and fell for the wrong people. The same people who should be labeled criminals instead of friends, and people who didn't really need to step into my life.
But I look into their timeline with me and say hey maybe it was worth suffering into.
I now know who to trust and what people to look up to and what love and friendship really is.
I learned that there are sacrifices you'll have to make to make your life better for you and that you don't need followers you need partners.
I've come to accept my past and I've thought alot about my future, and those thoughts are far from over XD.

I'm a better person now, I'm mature and more passionate.
I'm clean from the filth I tred for months and healthy from the poison of toxic people.
I've made good choices that not only can my family be proud of but also that I can be proud of.
And what's important is me.

I want you all, whoever read this, to read what I have typed for all to read. And to consider your lives and your choices and ask yourself "Am I really going to go through with this?" "Do I need this?" "Can I 100% live without it if ever lost?" And think hard about your past and read between the lines of each lesson.

I'm a veteran from hell and I sure as hell have earned myself wings instead of horns.

I will write later on about my recent activity and projects I will be doing, digital art is soon to come.

~Namaste~