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Has it been a month? Time for an update
10 years ago
I was sober for most of the week-before-last, so I think I'm doing alright. Got drunk every night since, HAH!
For anybody that's interested in my actual writing, I'm planning on starting that up again in the near-future, but not immediately because I'm not sober enough to type anything beyond a few run-on sentences. For everybody that isn't... Well, I've started writing a bit on my scraps in a per-chapter basis; it's not worth much yet, but I'm hoping to dig up the motivation for it to become something eventually. Maybe a comic string if I feel confident enough.
To all the people I've started watching since I started up on here... You people are fucking awesome. To all the people I haven't started watching yet... I might later; I'm trying to keep my watch list semi-light so I know who I'll be trying to hit up from commission when the IRS STOPS TAKING MY MONEY BACK.
And now for the really interesting side of things; I've woken up with a sudden and barely-constrained urge to reach over and tear my chewtoy's throat out with my teeth three days out of the last week. Which is weird, since he hasn't done anything wrong. My most recent dream ended and had me waking up in the middle of pinning somebody down by their throat and punching the everloving fuck out of them and I am genuinely surprised that I didn't wake up on top of him in the same situation. Can't picture their face or what led up to it, but it's enough to make me wary of giving too many hugs in case that urge rises.
Anybody else find themselves in that situation? I mean I know I'm at least leaning toward the sociopath side to begin with, but I think most people just look at my like I'm fucking crazy and not just misanthropic.
For anybody that's interested in my actual writing, I'm planning on starting that up again in the near-future, but not immediately because I'm not sober enough to type anything beyond a few run-on sentences. For everybody that isn't... Well, I've started writing a bit on my scraps in a per-chapter basis; it's not worth much yet, but I'm hoping to dig up the motivation for it to become something eventually. Maybe a comic string if I feel confident enough.
To all the people I've started watching since I started up on here... You people are fucking awesome. To all the people I haven't started watching yet... I might later; I'm trying to keep my watch list semi-light so I know who I'll be trying to hit up from commission when the IRS STOPS TAKING MY MONEY BACK.
And now for the really interesting side of things; I've woken up with a sudden and barely-constrained urge to reach over and tear my chewtoy's throat out with my teeth three days out of the last week. Which is weird, since he hasn't done anything wrong. My most recent dream ended and had me waking up in the middle of pinning somebody down by their throat and punching the everloving fuck out of them and I am genuinely surprised that I didn't wake up on top of him in the same situation. Can't picture their face or what led up to it, but it's enough to make me wary of giving too many hugs in case that urge rises.
Anybody else find themselves in that situation? I mean I know I'm at least leaning toward the sociopath side to begin with, but I think most people just look at my like I'm fucking crazy and not just misanthropic.
