Everyday I feel more and more "home" in this fandom.

Today is the 4th day that I wear my tail in public and I love it :)
I don't know why it took me soooo long to get one.
Can't think about any reason not to ^^ so much fun ^^
Everybody just looks and smile :) I like to make people smile :)

The furmeet this Friday was awesome ^^
I was really nervous because I hadn't meet anyone else that was going on the meet before.
But after a while it was like we've known each other for a long time ^^
that's what I love about furries. It doesn't matter how long you known each other.
Everybody is so kind and friendly directly :)
Just after a couple of hours we talked about sex, pimples and poop just like we known each other for a lot of years. haha! so much fun! Can't wait unit next furmeet next month in Helsinborg :)

On Saturday I was out partying with my friends (who aren't furries).
before we went out we where drinking at my place.
"I thinking about wearing my tail when we get out"
"well do it!"
"but it somebody starts to givning me a bad time will you back me up?"
"fuck them! if you want to wear a tail then you should do it! we're your friend of course we will back you up"

omg! so happy! :)
I haven't kind of "got out" on the whole "i'm being a furry thing".
but well I have a feeling that they already know so there is no need ;)

And nobody gave me a hard time when we went to the pub either ^^


I'm sooo happy that I went with my friend to NFC this year.
If it wasn't for this I had not realized that it was here I belonged.
well. I think I have always know in some way.
But it was at NFC I got it kind of confirmed to myself.

I went to panels and I remember that EosFox (I think it was) where talking about when she know she was a furry.
and it was like it was me talking. I recognized my own feelings in everything she said.
All this little "sighs" just told me that it was here I belong :)



Sometimes I start to think that I'm to old to be all new to this.
when others talk that they been a furry for XX years and so on.
but hey! better late then never right? ;)

Soon I'll be out drinking beer with my neighbor and as I said before I'll be wearing my tail ^^