haven't found out anything set in stone, but it could be ulcerative colitis or a nasty infection... i really do hope its the infection


The meds i am taking aren't working, just increasing the amount of bleeding. I am still in a lot of pain and discomfort, the doc fortunately prescribed some hydrocodone for me and when i take double the dose it actually helps with the pain

The ulcerative colitis possibility has really made me think, because it will be quite an unfortunate life change for me (i don't think i have to explain how unfortunate it is for a gay guy to have it ;P) .

But it seems that although i don't have the disease for sure it still seems to be doing damage to my life

I had been talking to and getting to know a guy that i like, really nice- an overall awesome guy. I was hoping to maybe head down the path of a relationship with him

I then decided to tell him that there might be a chance that i have ulcerative colitis....... i haven't heard from him since

....ouch.....

i have another appointment this coming tuesday, i can only wait