Time passes and life changes in intricate ways. I'm at a weird point in my life. I feel like I am at a point where I need to let my feelings out.

Furry Migration will be mostly a business trip for me. I'm going out of my mind trying to think. These last couple weeks have been hard for me to process mentally as my parents have both retired. It puts somewhat of a weight on my mind because they need me now more than ever as I am the youngest kid in the family who has the most free time.

I am trying as hard as I can to get my fursuit crafting Business off the ground, but with all that's going on it isn't that easy. It's not that I am not being productive, I just need to make a good showing when I get to Furry Migration of my wares.

I have also had a bit of insomnia as of late. I cannot force myself to go to bed at an early time during weekdays for some reason. I am usually stuck in my apartment working or just sitting alone in my free time.

I am also simultaneously trying to balance my day job. While it may seem easy, Computerware taxes the brain like nothing else and it is somewhat hard to muster energy at the end of the day without drinking something like a Gatorade or an energy drink.

I have to keep telling myself that somehow this will all pass and there are better days ahead. It just really sucks when you don't know where to turn with your problems. It was very hard for me to write out my feelings in this journal as I am one that explains things better through talking. I did the easiest thing I could think of and decided to use my tablets voice dictation to text so I could finally get my feelings out as I do not have anyone around at this hour to listen.

All I can do is hope for a better tomorrow...