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Do I matter?
10 years ago
First of all watch this fantastic video that helped me come to terms with a lot of stress from the channel of Zfrank and featuring SciShow's own Hank Green.
https://youtu.be/wzRVomefcNM
There don't you feel better already? :)
So yes. I matter. I can tell that I matter to a lot of people, but at the same time I realize that I'm not a popufur by any standards. Just look at my page views. They didn't really start going up steadily until about a year ago when my art commissions were pretty regular for a long period.
Anyway, here's what I'm getting at. If you've ever tried to talk to me maybe on a bad day or something and I snapped or made you feel bad. I apologize for that. It's something that I think about and stress about a lot when I'm trying to get some sleep and it's kept me awake many many nights.
Everyone has bad days, and I know that's not really an excuse for my attitude and my actions, but it's all I've got. Really... there's nothing else despite all the IRL bullshit and drama and just general every day stuff that goes on this side of the screen.
So what happens now? Now you have to decide for yourself if you matter or not. If you are the kind of person that is unable to determine for yourself if you matter or not, then I would suggest seeking professional help right away. It helped me get my depression and anxiety under control when I was in a very rough patch of my life and considering ending it all.
I'm still here, and don't intend to go anywhere for at least another decade if I can help it, but I can't see the future. I could be gone tomorrow, and if I am then so long and thanks for all the fish!
...See You Space Cowboy
https://youtu.be/wzRVomefcNM
There don't you feel better already? :)
So yes. I matter. I can tell that I matter to a lot of people, but at the same time I realize that I'm not a popufur by any standards. Just look at my page views. They didn't really start going up steadily until about a year ago when my art commissions were pretty regular for a long period.
Anyway, here's what I'm getting at. If you've ever tried to talk to me maybe on a bad day or something and I snapped or made you feel bad. I apologize for that. It's something that I think about and stress about a lot when I'm trying to get some sleep and it's kept me awake many many nights.
Everyone has bad days, and I know that's not really an excuse for my attitude and my actions, but it's all I've got. Really... there's nothing else despite all the IRL bullshit and drama and just general every day stuff that goes on this side of the screen.
So what happens now? Now you have to decide for yourself if you matter or not. If you are the kind of person that is unable to determine for yourself if you matter or not, then I would suggest seeking professional help right away. It helped me get my depression and anxiety under control when I was in a very rough patch of my life and considering ending it all.
I'm still here, and don't intend to go anywhere for at least another decade if I can help it, but I can't see the future. I could be gone tomorrow, and if I am then so long and thanks for all the fish!
...See You Space Cowboy
But that is some wise words you said right there , really kind of you
You need to come on skype! :) :)