ok so you want to know why i have such an attitude about people dieing? Because I am a freaking widow at age 27. my late husband, , passed away last year leaving my family and i in a bind. A major bind. and leaving emotionally damaged for life. he did things to me that most of you dont know about. and i dont really want to get into that. but its left me lost in my own life. and as much growing that i have done in the past 7 months of his death, i still have a lot more to do. basically i am lost in paradise.

at this point, ive lost sooo many people over my lifetime that ive truely cared about that personally death doesnt phase me any more. yes death has made me a bitter shrew person. so when a person dies, i dont give a shit any more. mainly because i know that they are in a better place then this hellish place we call life. and personally i do not fear death at all. i walk with it more as an equal. but thats just me.

Sentinal out.