STARS: Gentleman of Pain
10 years ago
General
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This is something I have found browsing for pictures of fibro and this makes a good point. Makes me feel a little better too when in some days it just NOT going to work out for the better no matter what you do. I don't know where to start with this, but friends, family, and neighbors as well as other people can be...say an anchor. Say, you fight against the pains of your body and try to stay positive, trying to do little things each day, trying to be strong, trying not to show your symptoms. Some days you will just.. fail.. UTTERLY. Curling back up in bed as pain burns through your body and be told that you're just lazy. Being melancholic and pessimistic and chasing away your friends. Having mind fog and freaking diarrhea and being made fun at. And on the other side of the spectrum when we do fight through the day, and tell people about your small achievements, either it's too little to care about or they'll tell you that you're not sick. All in all, you DON'T WIN! What do you do? Well with anyone with fibro would do, go either apeshit angry and tear the heads off the offender, or crawl in the corner and cry....in pain.....and having to go to the bathroom again. In reality, it's your life. You do what you can to make it through each day, despite other's opinion. You're not obligated to be what people want you to be or be a bright sunshine. You can't always be the hero, or be a figure of inspiration. And if you try, you're guarantee to be disappointed as you do the number 2 the 4th time that day. So you got to be like rambo and live day by day. Don't put too much dependance on others for your happiness, to cheer you on, to be there when you down in the dumps, or let anyone bring you down because you achieve so little, don't believe you, or don't want to be around people with fibro. If you do, you'll be carrying more anchors then you need to just get out of bed and out of the house. Fight your battles and find your own rewards. It does help to find a rare few that understand and can pick you up when you about to drop the staff.
I rather do comic journal then use any of these build-in journals. But I guess I could use this for something.. And to be honest, some journals I do is for me for inspiration or to look back on in progress. It helps in the past recovering from bad school experience, it'll help me through new challenges I face.
Oh last thing. I'm able to mow the yard without getting exhausted spontaneously. A small growing achievement, but you got too look at what I used to do compare to doing this simple thing? I had walked with weights 10 miles per day before I had fibro, and I couldn't even mow. I was horrified and devastated. But this small thing...there's hope I can get my strength back.
Bonus: https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.co.....8d050e567c.jpg
Bonus: http://www.magnetictherapyfacts.org...../03/fibro3.jpg
This is something I have found browsing for pictures of fibro and this makes a good point. Makes me feel a little better too when in some days it just NOT going to work out for the better no matter what you do. I don't know where to start with this, but friends, family, and neighbors as well as other people can be...say an anchor. Say, you fight against the pains of your body and try to stay positive, trying to do little things each day, trying to be strong, trying not to show your symptoms. Some days you will just.. fail.. UTTERLY. Curling back up in bed as pain burns through your body and be told that you're just lazy. Being melancholic and pessimistic and chasing away your friends. Having mind fog and freaking diarrhea and being made fun at. And on the other side of the spectrum when we do fight through the day, and tell people about your small achievements, either it's too little to care about or they'll tell you that you're not sick. All in all, you DON'T WIN! What do you do? Well with anyone with fibro would do, go either apeshit angry and tear the heads off the offender, or crawl in the corner and cry....in pain.....and having to go to the bathroom again. In reality, it's your life. You do what you can to make it through each day, despite other's opinion. You're not obligated to be what people want you to be or be a bright sunshine. You can't always be the hero, or be a figure of inspiration. And if you try, you're guarantee to be disappointed as you do the number 2 the 4th time that day. So you got to be like rambo and live day by day. Don't put too much dependance on others for your happiness, to cheer you on, to be there when you down in the dumps, or let anyone bring you down because you achieve so little, don't believe you, or don't want to be around people with fibro. If you do, you'll be carrying more anchors then you need to just get out of bed and out of the house. Fight your battles and find your own rewards. It does help to find a rare few that understand and can pick you up when you about to drop the staff.
I rather do comic journal then use any of these build-in journals. But I guess I could use this for something.. And to be honest, some journals I do is for me for inspiration or to look back on in progress. It helps in the past recovering from bad school experience, it'll help me through new challenges I face.
Oh last thing. I'm able to mow the yard without getting exhausted spontaneously. A small growing achievement, but you got too look at what I used to do compare to doing this simple thing? I had walked with weights 10 miles per day before I had fibro, and I couldn't even mow. I was horrified and devastated. But this small thing...there's hope I can get my strength back.
Bonus: https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.co.....8d050e567c.jpg
Bonus: http://www.magnetictherapyfacts.org...../03/fibro3.jpg
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