I wasn't quite sure where else I could write something quite this long. So here it is.

I wanted to apologize for everything. As I sit here driving a Semi truck through Kansas an not planning to see home for another 2 weeks only to stay home for 2 days an then gone again. It's taking all I have not to tear up an break down. I miss you all alot..... I want to go home..... However this is something i have to do so that you all have a good life without worries. Just know that as you are missing me. I also am missing you all as well. Just now I love you an I always come home. I year.... I promise just 1 year an I will find a job closer to home. I love you. Dear god please don't forget me. Please....

Yours always. Gavant.