All I wanted to do was get all the nightmares out of my head by writing a journal about how bad they can get. I should have put them in a word document instead of posting it online where is could stress others out. I deleted the journal because I figured it was stressful to have to read something like that and because it was something that a drama queen would say. I don't mean to stress anyone out and I don't wanna go away forever. I hate the world so much. Not being able to work has been taking it's toll on me and so is missing out on the furry cons. I wanna be with you all again. I'm just in so much pain and I don't mean to take it out on any of you. I miss you all.

Love you all

Itachi Prower